I’m Megan. I’m 17.
And for as long as I can remember, I knew exactly what I was going to wear to prom.
Not something new.
Not something expensive.
My mom’s dress.
It was lavender. Soft satin. Simple, but beautiful in a way that never fades.
There are photos of her wearing it — standing on a porch, smiling like the world was hers.
When I was little, I used to sit next to her and look at those photos for hours.
“One day,” I’d tell her, “I’m going to wear this too.”
She’d smile and smooth the fabric with her hand.
“Then we’ll keep it safe,” she’d say.
We didn’t.
Because life didn’t.
Cancer took her when I was 12.
One year she was making pancakes and singing badly in the kitchen.
The next, she was too weak to stand.
And then she was gone.
After that, everything felt… quiet.
Not peaceful. Just empty.
My dad tried. I know he did.
But we weren’t really living. We were just getting through days.
I kept the dress.
I hid it in the back of my closet, inside a garment bag.
Sometimes I’d take it out just to touch it.
It still felt like her.
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