I Thought I Won Him Until the Day I Realized I Was Just Next

I Thought I Won Him Until the Day I Realized I Was Just Next

Then it hit me.

Claire.


My chest tightened instantly.

I thought about leaving. Pretending I hadn’t seen her.

But it was too late.

She looked up—and our eyes met.

For a second, neither of us moved.

Then she gave a small, almost hesitant nod.

Not warm.

Not cold.

Just… human.


I walked over before I could change my mind.

“I didn’t know you’d be here,” I said awkwardly.

She smiled faintly. “Life doesn’t really ask for permission before putting people in the same room.”

Fair enough.


We sat together in silence for a moment.

It wasn’t as uncomfortable as I expected.

Just… heavy with everything we didn’t need to say out loud.


“How far along are you?” she asked.

“Seven months,” I replied.

She nodded. “I remember that stage. Everything feels… bigger than you.”

I almost laughed at how accurate that was.


I hesitated, then asked the question that had been sitting inside me for weeks.

“Did he… contact you?”

She shook her head.

“No,” she said simply. “And I don’t expect him to.”

There was no bitterness in her voice.

That surprised me more than anything.


“How did you… move on?” I asked quietly.

She took a moment before answering.

“I didn’t. Not at first. I broke. Completely.”

She looked down at her hands.

“But then I realized something… I wasn’t grieving him. I was grieving the life I thought I had.”

That hit me harder than I expected.

Because it was exactly what I was feeling too.


Before I could respond, her name was called.

She stood up, then paused.

“You’re going to be okay,” she said, meeting my eyes.

And for the first time since everything fell apart…

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