“You know what? Screw the seating chart.”
Julian plucked my place card from the table and pocketed it along with his own.
“Come on.”
“What are you doing?”
“Improvising. Just follow my lead and pretend you’re my date.”
Before I could protest, he guided me toward a table much closer to the head table, one clearly designated for important guests. He pulled out a chair for me, his hand warm on my back as I sat, and then settled into the seat beside me with the confidence of someone who belonged exactly where he was.
“Julian, we can’t just—”
“We can. And we did. If anyone asks, there was a mix-up with the seating assignments and we’re fixing it ourselves. Trust me.”
The table filled quickly with guests who seemed to know each other well. They were Gregory’s business associates, I gathered from their conversation, people from the pharmaceutical industry who spoke in acronyms and trade terms I didn’t understand. They greeted Julian with familiarity, calling him by name, and he responded with easy confidence that suggested he knew exactly who they were. A woman named Patricia, who introduced herself as the vice president of operations at Bennett Health Solutions, smiled warmly at me.
“And you must be Julian’s girlfriend. He’s been keeping you a secret.”
I opened my mouth to correct her, but Julian smoothly interjected.
“Elizabeth prefers to stay out of the spotlight. She’s not one for corporate events usually, but she made an exception for this wedding.”
“How sweet. And how do you know the bride and groom?”
“Elizabeth is Victoria’s sister, actually.”
Patricia’s eyebrows lifted in surprise.
“Oh. I had no idea Victoria had a sister. She never mentioned it during any of our meetings about the wedding arrangements.”
Her smile faltered slightly, as if realizing how that sounded.
“I mean, I’m sure it just never came up in conversation.”
“I’m sure,”
I replied, keeping my voice neutral even as the comment stung. My sister had worked closely enough with Gregory’s colleagues to plan aspects of this wedding, and she’d never once mentioned having a sister. Dinner was served in courses, each plate more elaborate than the last. Seared scallops gave way to a fresh salad, then a choice of beef tenderloin or herb-crusted salmon. The food was exceptional, but I barely tasted it. I was too aware of Julian beside me, of the way he played his role as my date with convincing ease. His hand occasionally touched my shoulder or back in small gestures that looked casual but felt intentional. He included me in conversations, deferred to my opinions, made me feel visible in a way I hadn’t felt since arriving at this wedding. Between courses, Gregory’s father stood to give a speech. He talked about his son’s accomplishments, about how proud he was to welcome Victoria into their family, about the bright future ahead of the young couple. He mentioned how Victoria had brought joy and sophistication into Gregory’s life, how she was exactly the kind of woman he’d always hoped his son would marry. My mother stood next. Her speech was shorter but no less effusive. She spoke about Victoria’s childhood, about her daughter’s determination and grace, about how she’d always known Victoria would achieve great things. She talked about the wedding-planning process, about mother-daughter shopping trips and cake tastings and all the precious moments they’d shared. She didn’t mention me once, not even in passing, not even to acknowledge that Victoria had a sibling. It was as if I’d been edited out of the family history entirely. I felt Julian’s hand find mine under the table, his fingers intertwining with mine in a gesture of support. I squeezed back, grateful for the anchor. Then came the best man’s speech, full of jokes about Gregory’s bachelor days and heartfelt sentiments about finding true love. The maid of honor followed with stories about Victoria’s perfectionism and her romantic nature, about how she’d always dreamed of a fairy-tale wedding. I waited for someone to mention me, to acknowledge my existence in even the most minimal way. But speech after speech passed, and my name never came up. I was the ghost at the feast, present but unseen. Dessert was served, an elaborate tiered creation of chocolate and raspberry that looked impressive but lacked the depth of flavor it should have had. The ganache was too sweet, the cake layers too dry. As a professional, I couldn’t help but critique it, and Julian noticed my expression.
“Not up to your standards?”
“It’s beautiful, but beauty isn’t everything. The execution is off. The chocolate is masking the raspberry instead of complementing it, and the texture is too dense.”
“Could you do better?”
“In my sleep.”
The words came out more confident than I felt, but they were true. I might be the family disappointment in every other area, but in the kitchen I knew my worth.
“I believe you,”
Julian said simply. After dessert, the reception transitioned into the dancing portion of the evening. Victoria and Gregory took the floor for their first dance, swirling together under perfect lighting while a live band played a romantic ballad. They looked like something from a magazine, the perfect couple having their perfect moment. My father cut in for the father-daughter dance, and I watched the two of them move together, remembering the times he’d spun me around our living room when I was small, before the divorce, before everything fell apart. Did Victoria remember those times? Did she ever think about the family we used to be? Julian stood and offered his hand.
“Dance with me.”
“You don’t have to keep playing the attentive date. I’m fine.”
“I know I don’t have to. I want to. Besides, I’m a terrible dancer and I need someone to step on who won’t sue me.”
I let him lead me onto the dance floor. He wasn’t terrible at all. He was quite good, actually, leading with confidence while keeping a respectful distance. We swayed to the music, and I found myself relaxing into the rhythm, into the moment.
“Thank you,”
I said quietly.
“For tonight, for sitting with me, for the whole fake-date thing. You didn’t have to do any of this.”
“Maybe I wanted to. You’re interesting, Elizabeth. More interesting than anyone else at this wedding.”
“You barely know me.”
“I know enough. I know you’re talented and underappreciated. I know you see through the superficial nonsense that most people accept without question. I know you’re hurt, but you’re trying not to show it, and that takes strength.”
His words hit something deep inside me, a place I’d been protecting all evening. My eyes burned with unshed tears, and I blinked rapidly, refusing to cry at my sister’s wedding. The song ended and transitioned into something more upbeat. Other couples joined the dance floor, and Julian guided us to the edge, away from the crowd.
“I need some air,”
I admitted.
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