The Wednesday was one of those days that seemed to go on forever. Since the children were not in school, there was more pandemonium because they started to get restless. My youngest, Tyler, continued to run in circles around the dining table while the dog barking joyfully in unison.
In the living room, my oldest daughter, Mia, was working on her cartwheels. In the meantime, I washed the kitchen counters, attempting to be as quiet as possible while maintaining some appearance of order.
“Stay down!” Tyler whooshed by me, and I hissed at him. “Daddy is at work.”
He gripped the dog’s collar and whimpered, “But Mommy, Scruff wants to play!”
I let out a sigh. I was not in the mood to dispute. Hours ago, Jake had locked himself in his office. “I have an important meeting today,” he had reminded us during breakfast. No disruptions. As usual, I nodded, even though the words hurt. Our family had adopted the unspoken rule that there should be no disruptions.
My thoughts drifted while I was cleaning the stove. How long has it been since Jake and I had a meaningful conversation? Not for the children or the bills, but for us? Regarding anything actual? I dismissed the idea and concentrated on the current task.
Then it took place.
Tyler scared me as he ran through after the dog, and the frying pan fell out of my grasp and hit the tile floor with a loud clang that made my son giggle and Mia scream.
“Sorry!” Tyler’s hands went to his mouth as he giggled.
Then, with his eyes burning and his face flushed, Jake raced out of his office! He yelled, “Can YOU not keep it down for one minute?!” and the children fell silent. “Are you aware of how awkward this is in a professional setting?”
I froze, holding on to the counter for balance. “Jake, I—”
His voice was brimming with frustration when he interrupted me. “You realize how amazing you are? You can’t even maintain silence while I’m in there busting my ass!
The children were motionless and wide-eyed as they stared at us. As though the dog could protect him from the stress, Tyler held on to Scruffy’s fur. I was about to say I was sorry when I heard a woman’s voice. Playful, soft, and completely inappropriate for our house.
With a knotted stomach, I turned to face the office door. I said softly, “Jake, who’s in there?”
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