He hesitated. “Do you want me to come? I could take the morning off—”
“No, it’s fine.” My throat tightened. “You hated those gym bleachers anyway.”
Brian let out a soft, bittersweet laugh. “Yeah… but I loved seeing her smile from the stage, Ren. My goodness. Remember her eighth-grade play? She must’ve waved at us for five whole minutes.”
A faint smile touched my lips. “She said she wanted us to see her… even if she looked silly.”
Silence stretched between us.
He cleared his throat. “I’ll call you later. You’ll text me when you honte get there?”
“I will,” I said, trying not to sound as lost as I felt.
After hanging up, I drifted into Olivia’s room, letting my fingers trace over her belongings. That’s when I noticed the old jewelry box tucked away in the drawer beneath her window. When I opened it, the tiny ballerina inside began to spin, creaking softly—just like it had when she was little.
Next to a faded friendship bracelet lay a folded piece of paper.
Olivia had started leaving notes like this after a lupus flare had landed her in the hospital last winter. Her handwriting was big, round, and unmistakably hers:
“If anything ever happens and I can’t go to grad, promise me you’ll go for me, Mom. Please don’t let that day disappear.”
I pressed the note to my lips, breathing in the faint scent of her perfume.
Later, I put on her favorite necklace and picked up her graduation cap, letting the tassel slip through my fingers as if it might anchor me.
By the time I arrived at the school, the parking lot was already buzzing—balloons bobbing, bouquets honte everywhere, voices echoing with excitement. Two mothers nearby fussed over corsages and hairpins. One of them glanced at me and smiled kindly.
“First grad?” she asked.
I swallowed. “Sort of. My daughter… Olivia… she—” My voice faltered as I clutched the cap tighter.
Her expression softened instantly. “I’m so sorry.”
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